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superglue
04:25
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i don’t need anybody
making jokes about him
it’s hard enough to forget
what he put me through
i wonder if he thinks of me
i hope my memory eats him up
do you feel no remorse?
think you did nothing wrong?
i’m sure you don’t
am i not worth an apology?
am i not worth saying “i’m sorry?”
did i deserve those things you did to me?
i don’t deserve to be this angry
i super glue this wound
so much that i can’t feel
you’d think i'd like it now
but i just wanna heal
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2. |
her
04:16
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i miss that girl
where did she go?
i haven’t seen her in so long
and i don’t know
what happened to her
i want her back
she seems so dead now
what’s up with that?
she dresses in all black
and wears a frown
she is so useless and i think
i hate her now
why can’t she just be
the way she was?
why does she have to
fuck it all up?
she is dead
i hang my head
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3. |
married
04:28
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married to you through these wounds
if i could put her in my shoes
which path do you think she’d choose?
no one knows you like i do
married to you through my hate
she’s telling you that it’s all fate
what if i could recreate
the times when you were less than great?
can’t remember looking back
memories all fade to black
i know things were really bad
i wish i coulda seen that
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4. |
spaghettios
04:01
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i mourn the loss
of what was never there
painted a cross
upon your vacant stare
i break my own heart
i mourn the loss
of possibility
i shoulda stopped
before i let you see
i break my own heart
i don’t know why i can’t just be content
being alone was always time well spent
i want to get out of my head
when will i ever feel whole again?
i wish i never said a thing
embarrassed by vulnerability
my thoughts fill up and overflow
like a busted can of spaghettios
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5. |
cloud of thought
05:36
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i wonder what it’d be like
to wanna be here, alive
it’s not that i wanna die
i just don’t think i would care
i’m tired.
embarrassed to be.
stagnant and stunted.
worried.
my head
separate from this form
things could be so much clearer
if i could only be free
i wonder what it’d be like
to ditch this body of mine
no problems could arise
if i were a cloud of thought
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6. |
claw
03:48
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digging in the trash
walking in the street
if i weren’t already dead
i think you’d’a killed me
something in your voice
something in your eyes
brought something out in me
i didn’t recognize
you were on pills
on something i don’t know
you took away my light
and now i feel so cold
memories of the fox
i’m having flashbacks now
i ended up right there
i really don’t know how
i woulda died
no thanks to you, i’m alive
i thought we were friends
i've never been so wrong
i had to claw
my way out of this pit
you pushed me in
when you conveniently forgot what “no” meant
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7. |
stagnant//stunted
03:47
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8. |
charred
03:27
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how many bridges do i have to burn
before there’s no one left to hurt me?
how long will it take for me to learn
that sometimes shit ain’t fair and that’s just that?
you were a knife that i turned on myself
i knew it would hurt but i pushed in
i never knew myself to be like this
when did i become a masochist?
used to laugh at my own jokes
always the punch line- no one knows
it never occurred to me
that someone might be listening
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9. |
silo
05:36
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can’t come in- i’m far too numb
to feel like going to work today
the sting sets in of this past night’s
removal of autonomy
to be coerced
words sure can hurt
idea into action
naked aggression
exit with a kiss
action is dismissed
silo’s up ahead
sure wish i was dead
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