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Cloud of Thought

by sallow

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elvee
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elvee I'm not the biggest specialist in post-hardcore but this is real dope.They made me want to dig into the genre.
And props to the singer ! Favorite track: cloud of thought.
EMD
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EMD Sweltering morning

reminder: post-hardcore bands

with women are BEST.

(Should really say “criminally underrated and often among the very best!!!” SYLLABLES!!!)

for more Very Good Haiku:

comeawaywithemd.com/very-good-haiku-a-2021-music-writing-experiment/ Favorite track: married.
Mike Delejewski
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Mike Delejewski Brooding and brilliantly constructed. Maddy's vocals have an almost Shirley Mason quality which give Sallow an added layer of complexity. I read an interview of Maddy in the Nashville Scene and was stupified to learn the band was having a hard time getting a label to pick up Cloud of Thought. Their loss. Clouds is an terrific release and will be in my rotation for many months to come.
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1.
superglue 04:25
i don’t need anybody making jokes about him it’s hard enough to forget what he put me through i wonder if he thinks of me i hope my memory eats him up do you feel no remorse? think you did nothing wrong? i’m sure you don’t am i not worth an apology? am i not worth saying “i’m sorry?” did i deserve those things you did to me? i don’t deserve to be this angry i super glue this wound so much that i can’t feel you’d think i'd like it now but i just wanna heal
2.
her 04:16
i miss that girl where did she go? i haven’t seen her in so long and i don’t know what happened to her i want her back she seems so dead now what’s up with that? she dresses in all black and wears a frown she is so useless and i think i hate her now why can’t she just be the way she was? why does she have to fuck it all up? she is dead i hang my head
3.
married 04:28
married to you through these wounds if i could put her in my shoes which path do you think she’d choose? no one knows you like i do married to you through my hate she’s telling you that it’s all fate what if i could recreate the times when you were less than great? can’t remember looking back memories all fade to black i know things were really bad i wish i coulda seen that
4.
spaghettios 04:01
i mourn the loss of what was never there painted a cross upon your vacant stare i break my own heart i mourn the loss of possibility i shoulda stopped before i let you see i break my own heart i don’t know why i can’t just be content being alone was always time well spent i want to get out of my head when will i ever feel whole again? i wish i never said a thing embarrassed by vulnerability my thoughts fill up and overflow like a busted can of spaghettios
5.
i wonder what it’d be like to wanna be here, alive it’s not that i wanna die i just don’t think i would care i’m tired. embarrassed to be. stagnant and stunted. worried. my head separate from this form things could be so much clearer if i could only be free i wonder what it’d be like to ditch this body of mine no problems could arise if i were a cloud of thought
6.
claw 03:48
digging in the trash walking in the street if i weren’t already dead i think you’d’a killed me something in your voice something in your eyes brought something out in me i didn’t recognize you were on pills on something i don’t know you took away my light and now i feel so cold memories of the fox i’m having flashbacks now i ended up right there i really don’t know how i woulda died no thanks to you, i’m alive i thought we were friends i've never been so wrong i had to claw my way out of this pit you pushed me in when you conveniently forgot what “no” meant
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charred 03:27
how many bridges do i have to burn before there’s no one left to hurt me? how long will it take for me to learn that sometimes shit ain’t fair and that’s just that? you were a knife that i turned on myself i knew it would hurt but i pushed in i never knew myself to be like this when did i become a masochist? used to laugh at my own jokes always the punch line- no one knows it never occurred to me that someone might be listening
9.
silo 05:36
can’t come in- i’m far too numb to feel like going to work today the sting sets in of this past night’s removal of autonomy to be coerced words sure can hurt idea into action naked aggression exit with a kiss action is dismissed silo’s up ahead sure wish i was dead

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released June 6, 2021

recorded by sallow.
mastered by james plotkin.
art by dorothy stucki.

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